:/

I'm in an awful mood, and if i don't get it out of me i'm never going to fall asleep so here it goes.

WTF? Are you that desperate to not let your son get anywhere with his life? Are you determined to make sure that he turns out to be the low life loser you make him out to sound? Get off your lazy ass and help him find the paperwork. He is trying to make the best out of his life. School wasn't for him. Get over it. It wasn't my doing or anyone else's. He just does not like it. This is the first opportunity he's had at snagging a job, and by misplacing that damn folder, you're making him risk that job. You are fifty some odd years old, grow up.

And you. Quit messing with him. He may not see it. But I am a girl, and I know how girls work. So I sure as hell see it.

Mr. Hiring Person- Not hiring Tory will be one of the biggest mistakes you have ever made for your company. You will never find a more committed worker that will strive as hard as Tory will. He is not only willing to work the overtime, he WANTS to work the overtime. Stupidity isn't cute. Hire him.

And you. I could not care less about you or what you do or where you live. It's your business not mine. Stay out of mine and quit making crap up.

And please. Just go tomorrow. Just try. Please?

Looking ahead terrifies me. I'm still living at home and I already worry about money constantly. I don't want a lot of money. I want enough to live in my little house, with a little yard, comfortably. To be able to pay all the bills, on time. To live in the present and not worry about the huge debt cloud following from years past. I want to be married with a decent job, making decent money and living a decent and comfortable life.

Everything is two steps forward, two steps back. As soon as I gain some momentum, I slip in the mud.

And you, go ahead and judge me on your loaded questions. I may hate where I am in life, but i'm obviously happier than you.

Am I ever going to not feel over whelmed? I can't even remember what complacency feels like.

I don' t ask you for much. It wouldn't kill you to give me a hand.

And I'd like to pretty much give the world a big "Screw you" tonight.
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