16 Things..

So... It's time to play sixteen things. A list of sixteen (obviously), random, or obscure things about myself...

1) Screamo makes me happy. :)
2) I didn't think the movie Edward was as sexy as the book Edward. ;) (edward from twilight)
3) I very well may possibly be a bit of a pyro... (yay fire!)
4) I miss dance class no matter how hellish it could be!
5) Youth group with the girls not only saved my life but also my sanity.
6) There is nothing better than cruising in the van blasting boy bashing music just because none of us are quite ready to go home yet.
7) My best friend is my mom, sounds dorky but she's always there.
8) I would drop everything including my future job to start a family. But I'm too paranoid to get married young.
9) I would rather watch a disney cartoon over a "R" rated movie any day.
10) It annoys the crap out of me when girls say "I lovers you" or "I looooove yoooou soooooooooooo much" I guess multiple "o's" annoy me.
11) Baby talk drives me nuts unless it's directed toward a baby.
12) Going to school and leaving my cousin Emma was quite literally like leaving your own child at home and leaving for a long time.
13) I refuse to get old. But i'm totally okay with growing up.
14) I hardly ever find comedian's funny. People are always tons funnier when they're not trying.
15) Christmas makes me happy, no matter what.
16) And now for number 16, I am a book nerd. There i said it! Haha.

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11.13.2008

Love is the Movement

Thursday...

Soooo... it is now 12:42 am and i am awake... new record! So, on thursday i'm going to see doctor number 9 i do believe. This would be the potential ninth doctor i have stumped. I was diagnosed with Reflex Neurovascular Dystrophy a few months ago but now have been undergoing tests to rule it out. So as of right now, no one knows what is wrong with me. It's definetly kind of frustrating living with a chronic pain disorder. I've dealt with it for the past 2 years, and i'm doing pretty good with it. I just wish someone would find out what the heck is wrong with me and fix it! Some people (even doctors) don't take me serious when i tell them about it. One doctor even said it was all in my head. How the heck can pain in my joints just be in my head? I guess if you don't "look sick" it's hard for people to accept that you are. I am so very thankful for my boyfriend. He's probably one of the only people i know that at least partially knows what it is like to have chronic pain.
Maybe...
Just Maybe...
We'll have an answer on thursday!
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Screamo pwns Beyonce

It's the little victories in life that just rock. Like currently, my roommate is blasting Beyonce, and i am currently blasting Underoath. Haha, I win. Screamo > Beyonce. Can't express how much i hate living here. Hopefully, an apartment next year will be my residence, cause quite frankly? it sucks here.
College is definetly interesting, not sure how i fit in here.
I'm probably the most boring college student ever, but i'm okay with it.
I like to be in bed by midnight.
I don't party.
I don't drink.
I kind of wish i had more time to my self at school to meet new people b/c i spend almost all of my time with my boyfriend. Don't get me wrong, he's amazing, and i love spending time with him but sometimes you just need to hang out with someone you're not dating.
But then again, most of the people here are just plain interesting. Not in a good way either!
Welp, i'm out. peace!